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Name: Sue
Birthday: 8/19/1986
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Sunday, April 06, 2008

Currently Reading
The Missions Addiction: Capturing God's Passion for the World
By David Shibley
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Let's just be honest

Xanga has fulfilled a nice place for me to write on occasion over the many years I've had. I started it sometime in ninth grade when it was a good place to read about people's lives and let each other know what was going on. Over the years it served as a nice place to see where friends were headed and how they were fulfilling their dreams.

But now? Let's face it, I don't get on here much and chances are... neither do you. I'm certainly not saying that I no longer care about what's going on in other's lives. If this were the case, I wouldn't be typing this entry. On the contrary, I do care about people and it would seem that most of those people no longer keep or never have kept a xanga. Although xanga seems to be trying desperately to keep up with the times by adding in all sorts of new options, decor, and settings, it really has become somewhat obsolete. Nowadays, everyone has a facebook or myspace. I personally do not care much for myspace because of all the trash I've found there, but facebook keeps me happy. And so I regret to say to the two or three that may be reading this, that I am executing my xanga. Yes, I suppose you may think it sad, but if you are really so crushed, please do get a facebook.

As for a closing journal entry, please enjoy the following (if you're not already bored with reading :):

This May I graduate from the two year program at Christ for the Nations Institute. It has been two of the best years of my life as the Lord has taken me through many areas of learning, growing, and healing. This final semester has actually been fairly calm but the second year as a whole has been life changing. Jesus is truly my greatest love and I enjoy Him more and more every day. He is the heartbeat in my chest, the flame upon my heart, the rock I cling to and stand on, the Father I run to, the hope I am secure in, He's my everything.

Here are a few pics of my second year at cfni:

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On October 31st, we held a concert for all the musicians in our school. This is Nigel and Joanne. They were awesome!

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That's my Sammie on the right. We hang out a lot. The other two guys are in the RA ministry with us. We went to a Rangers baseball game last semester.

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Two of the super cool people going on my summer outreach this summer to the Amazon: Stephani and Shaun.

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Yea, RAs! Here we are at a holiday inn for an RA retreat.

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Feeding the men. They don't have kitchens in their dorms like we girls do.

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Goofing off with my roommate, Heather (left), and our friend Dani (middle). 

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The place where I work as a suite attendant.

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Me and the incredible Sammie, once again.

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I'm going to the Nations!!

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And finally, our two very different leaders over the women's department of cfni and the RA ministry: Amanda Peterson (front), and Dean Ladonna Croffe (back). You don't even have to know Amanda to just look at this picture and be able to tell she's always ready for action.

So good times.

If you want to know more about my life, get a facebook and come add me as a friend!

Thanks for reading those of you who have been faithful all these years. May God take you to new heights with Himself.

This xanga will self-destruct in... oh... maybe a week or so. :)


Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Currently Listening
Albertine
By Brooke Fraser
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Love is waiting....


Thursday, December 06, 2007

My dad makes me laugh. I don't care if no one reads this because I'm half way typing this out of joy for the Lord restoring my relationship with my dad so it's really just for my own satisfaction of talking about it.

Ever since right before Thanksgiving my dad and I have been emailing. This is something I have never done with him before because we really didn't communicate much at all. But I've been praying and the Lord has been restoring. With each email, I'm kind of amazed at my father's humor. I knew he could be funny but I literally laugh out loud at something everytime I read these.

In the last email I sent him I made a joke about there being a secret, combination-locked box in the wall of my room hidden behind a picture. And in the box I hid some everlasting gobstoppers. I told him he could have them if I died. Really random, I know.

This is from one of his emails that I read today:

"By the way, I couldn't resist tasting a gobstopper. Unfortunately, I had to break the lock because the combination didn't work. Sorry about the hole in your wall. You can cover it with duct tape if it gets too cold in your room.

At the Eatons' group last night, we had a pot luck. Afterwards, four of the women discussed interpersonal relations while the five guys talked about bull-riding, bow-hunting, and hog butchering. I asked Randy to show me how to use his bow. No, I'm serious. He said he'd be glad to. I may have a new hobby!"

Even if it's not funny to you I wanted to post this because it brings so much joy to me. I can't really even explain in words why it brings joy. Just know that the Lord is truely faithful and will restore even those things that you think are unrestorable (is that a word?).

:)


Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Currently Reading
Blue Like Jazz: Nonreligious Thoughts on Christian Spirituality
By Donald Miller
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crying

hope this doesn't offend anyone. My friend Carrie showed me this video. Dane Cook is a comedian and he explains crying in this clip. It made me laugh so hard cuz I relate almost exactly to everything he says. The only bad thing is his number of f-bombs. He drops em several times but I honestly found the video worth laughing over and sympathizing with especially because the past two weeks have been hard...

Click here to watch him. Sorry I don't know how to embed one of these.


Tuesday, October 16, 2007

death

JESUS, I NEED YOU!!!!

For those who read the past two posts and know about my relationship, I just want to let you know it is now over. Almost as fast as it began, it has ended. I'm really sad right now because I'm sort of confused, but I know it had to happen. I just feel like someone ripped a band aid off of me and I'm gushing blood. It hurts... actually a lot. Mostly because I see him everyday.

ugh... it hurts... I trust in the Lord... but my heart feels broken. I'm not exactly sure I've ever been this bent out of shape over someone... really. I've protected my heart in the past so much. Just being really honest. But here at a school where people easily let their guard down, it's dangerous, and I would almost say stupid, to date. Resplendent rachel understands, I'm sure, cuz she's been here.

Anyway, it just ended last night and almost out of nowhere... yeah mostly out of nowhere.

If you could, just pray for me- for growth, maturity, healing, wisdom in the future, and to ultimately fall in love with Jesus completely.

thank you so much.



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